Day 29. 29th December 2006
Today was once again the worst day of my maple life. I have failed..
Destroyed.
All I could say was… my lvl 90 metus bow destroyed. It was gone. Destroyed by my own greed and impatient attitude. All I could feel was emptiness. Feeling of sadness.
I had to use back the red hinkel to train. How am I going to get another metus now? I was so stupid to try to scroll umproperly. Didn’t use any techniques and just scroll straight without hesitating.
And the results were totally bad. It was the worse scrolling method I had used.
There is no way to compensate my 6 mil ++ loss. The only way, is to Gacha now. I had to use 30 gachas again to compensate my horrible loss. Now I have to decide when and where.
No videos or pictures today. Didn’t had any mood to upload and capture new videos or pictures,.
Metus gone~
Felt like a beginner once again eventhough lvl 90.
All I could think about was the metus…, my metus, T_T